This picture describes not only how I felt today but where I feel like I am in my life right now. The future seems so blurry and unsure while the present feels a little overwhelming and....wet. I feel trapped where I am and I want to escape but there are forces keeping me here. Mostly the fact that I signed a lease for a year. If not for that I would love nothing more than to just take off and see where the road leads me. I'd drive until I find some place I like then stop, look for a job and start "life-in" it. That appeals to my heart and my spirit so much right now. I want to be free, free to get the hell out of here. Yet, I am stuck, unemployed and not sure what to do next. I wish the road was a little clearer, even closer would do. I want to be on that road not stuck behind the wet glass unable to focus on anything but the rain.
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